Key code: Epilepsy

Action and reaction this is a law of nature. We simply cannot figure it out. It doesn’t work, it can’t work it’s intriguing. For all people who have lived and will live in this world, the test is essentially the same. They may come from different religions, languages or ethnic backgrounds, but the tests are always the same. Only the form and colour, the place and setting, change. People are the means through which these tests come about.

Why do we shy away from being triggered?

Because every time we’re triggered, it creates new neural networks in our brain. Whilst our brain is forming new neural pathways and networks in other words, whilst it is developing itself we generally don’t feel particularly cheerful. People have always struggled with the learning process and felt alienated from themselves, because the electrical fluctuations in their neurons at that moment can, in some people, gradually evoke a sense of unease. In fact, these kinds of feelings are experienced by everyone at moments when their brain activity is heightened that is, when they are learning and developing – but for some people, this brain activity takes place as if accompanied by storms. The key word is ‘epilepsy’. Key code: Epilepsy.

We must understand everything that is happening. We cannot afford to overlook anything; every detail we miss traps us in a cycle that is bound to repeat itself. We must internalise what kind of people we are to become. What will be the meaning of our existence in life? If we consciously begin to read the details within the fabric of events, as we draw meaning and lessons from the events we experience, we will witness that the same events do not repeat themselves. It is as if we were inside an illusion, and the moment we attain that awareness, everyone suddenly goes about their business, and things calm down in an instant…

However, bear in mind that the triggers you experience between the ages of 0 and 7, whilst your consciousness is first forming, unconsciously shape your character. Imagine that, on the track along which this train is travelling, the very first set of points was set in the wrong direction. Indeed, it can be very difficult to return to the reality that would have resulted from that other oversight. People generally become aware of this situation between the ages of 25 and 40. Many people cannot bring themselves to leave the complacent comfort zone they find themselves in, claiming it is ‘too late’. Yet this complacent state is giving you a ticket to the following situation: you will return to this world, and this time the circle will have narrowed even further for you.

Your comfort zone is like a snake that is slowly poisoning you. You must learn to tame it; we must all learn to do so.

Those who, as a result of this realisation, are walking the right path must know that the train will, from time to time, pass through lush green countryside, and eventually along the shores of deep blue seas, taking in all manner of landscapes and atmospheres. Until, as the train approaches the end of the line, it enters a tunnel. That tunnel is very important; many passengers have lost their minds because of the darkness within it. I, too, have experienced those struggles; perhaps I will always experience them, and perhaps they will keep testing me from time to time – I cannot say. Because we know the potential of our minds all too well; our greatest enemy is, after all, our own mind – once we have managed to take hold of its reins?

Many people follow an ordinary path on their journey towards self-awareness and do not have the courage to dig into the earth. For as they dig, they instinctively recoil; what lies beneath the earth is full of secrets, and secrets strike deep fear into the hearts of many.

One of the common traits of those who cross this threshold is that the phenomenon of ‘fear’ is not such a major issue for them as it is for other people; they realise that this phenomenon is understandable, that it is a part of themselves, and that it even has a lovable side. These people accept this phenomenon as something that must emerge when the time is right, and they carry on in this way; this continuity leads them to cross a threshold.

A person can twist and turn all their limbs as they please, controlling them according to their needs – fingers, wrists, even the muscles beneath the skin, and so on. However, when it comes to the brain, let us admit that we have been defeated by it for thousands of years.

It is precisely here that I must point out that, if we have gained no lessons whatsoever from the landscapes, environments and experiences we have encountered before our own train enters this tunnel, we are in for a truly difficult journey. You may need to seek support from concepts and figures such as doctors, guides, healers or spiritual mentors. However, for those who enter that tunnel armed with these lessons, even though the tunnel may seem as though it will never end, if they remain faithful to that wise inner voice at the very height of the darkness and continue to explore and wonder with the same innocence they did in childhood, the light eventually begins to reveal the end of the tunnel. That light holds within it certain sacred traces and data.